Saturday, May 21, 2005

IVE SHIFTED MUA BLOG TO :

http://www.tainted-sanity.blogspot.com

PLX VISIT DAT WEBBIE INSTEAD AITX....!!THANK Y0U F0R UR C0OPERATION!

ithink of euu at 3:58 PM
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Saturday, January 22, 2005

guys...diz is was mua guy wrote to me wen he rplied mua testimonial i gave him yestrdae...its so swt!!read ahead...

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i'm rplying ur tEsti...

dEar chika,

i lurvE u for who u arE and i dun carE if urE thin,fat,ugly or prEtty..wats important is tt,urE miE propErty & wE lurvE Each othEr dEarly...i wil nEva comparE u wit othEr gErs...causE in miE opinion,ur Evryting..and dEy'rE losErs!

i uso hopE tt u lurvE mE causE im haikE,and not haikal..i hopE u wil not bE EmbarrassEd if wat i worE doEsnt pls u,or bE annoyEd wEn i talk craps to u...

i knEw tt u prEfEr nErdy onEs to cool onEs..and i miEsEf think tt im onE hE of a nErd guy fEr u...i knEw u lurvE thosE colours pink,black & rEd causE i miEsEf lurvE thosE colours 2...i hopE u rmbr tt i lurvE playin soccEr and tt i playEd dEfEndEr,not midfiEdEr....

i know tt u r shy to kiz miE and tts y i kizd u almost EvrytimE wEn i had d opportunity...dun bE afraid,causE i wont hurt u in any anothEr waE.....

pls noE tt i wil havE to find a placE to takE u wEn wE'rE on a datE,causE if i dont,i wil think tt im onE hE of a hopEEss guy....

i want u to know tt i will constantly act strong & in control wEn im arnd u,although insidE im timid,confusEd,afraid & shy(u noE mE rytE)...pls dun woriE if i hurt miEsEf wEn s8brding....instEad,bE thErE to mEnd miE wounds wit ur swEEt kizEs...

baby...wEn u cry,i tEnd to bE insEcurE causE im afraid its all bcausE of miE...so pls tE miE d rEasons wEn u brokE down,so tt i will fEE a lil rEiEvEd if it isnt causE of miE...i will hug u d waE u want,and i wil showEr miE kizEs juz to hEal ur wound awaE...if i cry infront of u,pls do d samE to mE too...

if wE EvEr brEak up,pls dont hatE miE...u can havE miE s ur frEn or wadEvEr u want,but pls dun makE miE ur EnEmy..i promisE i wil b honEst to u juz likE d waE u r honEst to miE...causE u dEsErvE tt honEsty...

and syg...urE not fat...so dun kEEp asking constantly...aftr all,45kg isnt an ovErwEight wEight...and dont bE upsEt abt ur nEw fringE causE to miE,it looks cutE on u...juz likE a china doll... :p

i hopE u dun think im askin too much of u too....pls juz Et miE soul & urs to bE happy togEtha....causE i juz wana bE happy,makin u happy..hopE wE wont EvEr havE to part....

P.S:

its only anthr 2 morE wks.... :p
tkcr dEar....
muackz!

ur laling :

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ithink of euu at 12:43 PM
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gd noon...wazzup?any cool things for me?dun hab..?ok nvm....

basically me juz came bax from shop...bought mua mum's stuffs & photocopied mua bro's stuffs for his work thingy.....so now playin com...yestrday unable update at nyte cox mua bro locked his room...

yestrday went to mua grandaunt home abt 9plus...waited for papa cum home peh psl...smpai sane ader zul,hisyam,naz & sollehin nyer fam...sat down wit dad...but b4 goin der,me & papa went to pasar mlm infront...bought pink colour new hp casing....den,went to d home..sat down a while den later,dey started talkin to me...den see hp,hear2 song...den infra song wit zul....and shah hp...abt 10plus go home...

rchd home ar11plusnd ....see angah room closed...got his frenx inside...den bathe a while...aftr dat read book in mua room...slept arnd 1plus..cox spend mua time talkin to mua laling q3L on fone....

so,todae haben goin out yet...todae sat ryte?i kept thinkin todae sundae...haish~ok larhx...cant wait to go bax sch.....haish~hope it'll be fast...ok larx gtg now...buaix~

ithink of euu at 12:04 PM
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Friday, January 21, 2005

slmt hari raya haji to all muslims!!may u all celebrate diz dae wit happiness etc....aitx..

me now vry bored @ home...later muz study...den mum said wana go out to mua grandaunt home...soo bored man..haish~but its ok arhx...

nothin happend yet...gona try to update tml..if not,on mondae.....ok chiowx!

ithink of euu at 9:40 AM
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Thursday, January 20, 2005

see mua title..?if cannot,yeah...actuali cant see...hahahahx,ok mua title ish "wE taLkEd!!uNBeLiEvaBLe MaN!!" yepx dat ish...hmmx,yeah basically we talked..!!im soo hapi to sae anytin else....

ok larx...in d morning,we had SS....so damn bored coz its d first period man....watched a silly & bored video of d history of s'pore...soo damn bored...me juz continue mua maths.....stupid ehrx dat woman hu teach us...y cant she juz straightawae teach us history oso...?y muz b d stupid bitchy wee wee...fark lorx

how did we talk..?it was durin recess...aftr me finished eatin,me went off wit adilla & amelia...den,sum1 walked bhind me see...it was HIM!!argh..!!He purposely pushed me gently arhx,den wen i realised it was Him,i dragged Him bax..and started d conversation wime..i asked Him y He neba talk to me & He said He got no mood nowadaes..its lik He got no mood wime animore..??wad did i do seh........???den,He askd me i hab stead arhx...den i said yepx arhx,but not in sch one...so,He kinda lik smile to Himself arhx..wonder y arhx....but He lookd quite disappointed arhx...but den,me wana cheer Him up how..?i wanted to ask His no. u noe...im dying to ask & mua heart urged me...cannot tahan animore...but......His frenx are out der ahead...me ended mua conversation and went off...

den,talked to lin abt it...den she said He goin toilet...so,wen He came out & went in bax,me straightawae go to toilet met sabby & gang...den,dey hang arnd outside der on purpose i gez...den,He pushed me again...ahahahhax...cool...den He smiled to me & said "sori..sngaje arhx"...oh god...i feel lik punchin & pinchin Him man...cant stand Him & sabby was lik "ekhem.."hmph noti gerl...hahahahahx

ok,so aftr sch stayed bax do A maths...finished arnd 3plus..coz i gave up....so,put at d pigeonhole & went off to jp...rchd home abt nearly 7pm...gona revise now...buaix~

ithink of euu at 3:32 AM
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Wednesday, January 19, 2005

todae sch is per usual....still very bored...came to sch alone,neba meet2 any1...while walkin,met dat bitches.....wahlau..so suay one...so,me let them walk first and they were lik keep touchin deir hair etc...den laugh lik eeww~reli like fark man u two...jgn nk step kerek arhx k.......

den,durin flag-raisin,see Him not der...He absent arhx i gez...wonder wad's He's down wit...hahahahahx...okok,4get it...flag-raising tkde bende...ader assembly in d hall...bnget maut...jenny membebel kat kitorg sume tk tentu pasal...korg yg pompan2 tu dgr arhx siket...tkya nk trim skirt arhx.......i mean alter...nk alter pendek siket pon tkpe arhx..ader smpai above knee siakx...mautx...haish~ jurong jurong...peh da jadik....

aftr hours of membebel,jenny da penat....sebab dier tkle diri lamer2...kaki dier berbalut...yg ako kat depan dier mcm nk terajang kaki die siax bagi die maut siket...wonder hows her reaction...muahahahahahha...okok,bax to point...so,aftr da bebel,die ckp psl student leaders n blablabla....aftr dat,go bax klas....

pat klas plak bored..sebab da tuka tempat kan...so,tk dpt bobal bnyk arhx...partner ako lak tk peramah sgt......haish~but nvm...at leaz ader kwn kan...lolx~

anywae,tml got E maths test..ako da bnget siot.....i very stressed & farked up liaox....soo many to study...i feel lik droppin sum subjects...see how i perform larx k.....orite gtg...hope He will cum tml...buaix~

ithink of euu at 9:16 PM
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Tuesday, January 18, 2005

halo...todae no title arhx...run out of them man...hahahahx..........

ok basically wad happened in sch..?mostly i gez nuthing arhxx....onli in d few hrs durin morning time......durin flag-raising,i was kinda quiet since shikin haben cum...den wen she came liaoz,talk2 a while den shut up...hahahahx...suddenly,mua heart urged me to look @ Him..so,i took a deep breath & turned to look @ Him...and @ d moment,He turned awae quickly man....He's been lookin @ me...

den aftr d EL lesson,or shud i sae d dirty sins lesson[hahahhax],it was PE...i was hopin our PE lesson is similar to His one arhx...skali wen we goin,deir class came bax...our PE was d same wit 4C's instead...den me saw Him....He kinda raised His eyebrows & smiled @ me...i smiled bax....ohh,im drooling man @ d time...hahahaha!!

ok,aftr sch saw Him again...but i wasnt lookin @ Him...coz need to rush off for CME...we oni hab 10mins to eat lorx...so didnt pay attention,den me eat liaoz...den chiowz...oni aftr band saw Him..but He was wit His frens far bhind...haish~cant sae bye2....

ok larx...lookin forward to tml man....hahahahahahx,buaiz~

i'M misHiNg U q3L...mWaHkXx!
aLtHoUgH iM aLwaEs TaLKiNg aBT Him...
DuN fEeL HuRtXx...
i sTiL LuB U............

uR dEaReSt..
d GaL wiT d NeBa-EnDing HuG & kisHes:
.::cT-LiL'cHiKa::.

ithink of euu at 9:06 AM
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Saturday, January 15, 2005

helo...me juz came bax from lepak2 wit mie memberz....actuali,juz now me slept @ abt 9.30pm lidat.....skali mua home telephone ring man....so,woke up see d time it was arnd 10.30 lidat...so,picked up d receiver...heard d voice of mua laling!!!hahahahahaahxxx.....so woke up,and b4 i knew it,mua eyes are already wide open...wahahhahahahxx!!

wad did he say......?he wants me to follow go lepak2 ah..and he said,he will be rechin mua home @ abt 30mins...so,i said ok...den,me straightawae grab mua towel,go bathe....it was a cold nyte & d water's cold too...i tink i finished bathing in abt 15mins-20mins...not usual...usuali,i bathe for 1/2 an hour...hahahahahahahxx....but nvm...grab mua pink playboy jacket,and mua jeans....den,b4 i can even comb mua hair,i heard d voice of mua laling say "Assalamualaikum"...so fast man...so i let him in....oh god,he's such an adorable baby of mine....ahahhahahahahxx...ok,im mad...so,quickly tie up mua hair....den locked d door etc...give him a kish...oh yeax,me mish him soo muchx...u noe,d taut of mua admire i tink faded awae liaoz.....i dun tink i lik Him animore..!!woohooooooooooo!!yeyeyeyeyeyeyeyey!!!so,i can focus wit mua laling lorx..oh btw,im not d type who lik wen see mua guy,will immediately lik him..den wen see mua admire,i totally 4get abt mua guy....if u tink diz wae,ure wrong aitx...me juz lub mua guy,and mua admire ish nothin,cox i dun rilli noe Him dat well.....ok,4get abt Him kx.....

so,went down saw wan,aidil,fandy & irfan.....handshook them,den went off to d othr strt soccer...den saw all mua bros...quite alot of them....den handshook again...den sat down chit-chat a while...sum of them sing2....abg an kept crackin jokes & lame riddles for us....we had fun lorx.....hahahahahahahax,i thoroughly enjoyed muaself....i tink it was abt 2plus,i felt sleepy..so,i told zul i wana go home....den,he hntar me home....aftr tt,me juz straightawae washed mua feet....den,feel not sleepy man..so now i am,on d com......den,called mua laling...he's still on his wae home...so i asked him to call me asap....

ok ahx...i tink dats all i hab to share...gtg now,buaiz~

ithink of euu at 2:48 AM
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